I’m not spiritual, cause I think you’re a saint and I think you’re an angel
A year ago, to this hour…
I found myself having some quality time pouring my feelings out to Jenna McDougall, with nobody else around to judge, hear, or have any input on what we were talking about. While I’ll keep what we talked about to myself, after going through the hardest couple months of my life, then getting straight up robbed the night before, the things she had to say that night, honestly changed how I look at life, how I look at certain things & people, and genuinely made me the happy again. It’s not often you get the time to chat with one of your favorite artists one on one, it’s not often that (that) artist is gonna tell her band to wait, when they say they need her help and it’s time to go, but all I can say is I’m thankful for her time that night and I will never forget it. I found it really hard to walk away that night, after spending the previous 4 nights in a row traveling and seeing TA play and cheering me up, and I think I aimlessly wandered around Manhattan for the next few hours just thinking about what she said, and having it all sink in. This is so pointless, but I wanted to write about it cause it was happening right now exactly a year ago.
It’s like we just can’t win, and everytime we get a little closer, it all caves in.